chocolate , pancake n muffin ??

silly huh ? , haha , well , i love chocolate , pancake n muffin like hell ! hoho . but disebalik mkn2 niwp , adea bndea yg trsirat , hoho , well , chocolate is my fav since i was born , mrs.m0m0 always buy it 4 me , hee , she is my bff laa , i love her like hell , blea kitaowg gado , dyea msty bli en chocolate 4 pjuk qiss , sweet glea ! hehe . pancake , sumpaa , qiss x pewna mkn pown bndea niwp , but sjak mr. AR bg qiss niwp , ary2 qiss nk , haha , yea , he is my ex , dyea yg pling special kowt ? i mean , dyea tambat aty qiss by makin pancake 4 me , whooa ! mmg ebadd laa dyea , 1 pujian untk dyea , ahahaa , 4 muffin plax , my mom x pewna bg qiss mkn uh , idk why , but one day , mr.DL , bli en untk qiss , mule2 qiss tolak , pas2 dyea sumbat jgax art mulott qiss , pergh ! nikmat nyea menusok kea kalbu ! haha , ayt x bole blaa , sejakk mereka2 niwp , mmgajar qiss memkn niwp , qiss slalu mkn ! n blea mkn mknn niwp , tringat art dowg , n i juz wanna say thx ! coz kowg brkongsi nikmat maknn niwp , so thank you so much !!!

rinduurinduu !!!

mish dyea meyh , haha , da lmeaa x jmpe , terindu plax , ahaks ! , rsea nyea dyea daa x engadd qiss da , yelaa , dyea en da up , mnea laa nk lyn ex-gf dyea niwp , tgk skunk bkn maen lgy , hotthott gituu ! haha , pix dyea sumea shemaddshemadd , x dea 1 pown yg sakai ! , tpy dyea gentle da bruba , da lpea mmbea2 dyea , mntg2 mmbea art fb mncecah 4000 lebey , da lpee , mmbea2 lmea , sakai ouw prangai , blaa laa ! dmm apea ntaa dyea ttbe txt qiss smlm , trpranjatt wokk ! ahaha . ckp rinduu laa bgai , ahaha , buadd lawak bodo laxx dyea ! nk pengsan qiss bcea , adea aty nk rujokk blik , harapan laa ! x dpt daa ! coz i'm not that stupid little girl nxt door anymoree , now i'm more crazy ! n i wont lett anybody easily stepp on my face , n i'm more dangerous , ahahaha , ehh , x bule blaa meyh , dyea siap ckp 'i cant kive without u' but slame qiss x adea nun dyea , dyea mty keaa ? haha , noob laa dyea uh ! dlue dyea sndri yg ckp , 'stakat pompuan mcm koe,10 bule dpt laa' , asl skunk dyea trhegeh2 art qiss blik ? pelikk laa koe derr , hee , dnga siniee yaww ! qistina mohammad nk ckp niwp , stakat boy mcm koe,100 pown ak bule dpt laa . haha , dada , blik umh , nnty mak koe mwa pulax , haha ,

p/s : jgn trasea plax meyh ! hehe , juz maen2 jewk !

party everyday !

yea ! i found myself back ! wohoo ! , qiss nk lpea en sglea yg brlaku , sgle mslh , dn sgle2 nyea ! dn kpd laky uh , i dont care ! yaww ! law koe pndai , koe x kn kne kencing nun ak laa weyh ! haha , ak x kencing koe pown , tpy koe da tdoh ak kencing koe , so , ak kencing koe laa , haha , hurm well , bnyk party minggu niwp , so , ktea enjoyy ! haha , mlaz nk pike psl laky uh , haha . da x kesa laa weyh ! , skunk yg pntg , party !! , yayy !!!! , nk dance art dancefloor n lpea en sgle mslh ! , and juz dancin around n flirt wif boy , tu yg ak pling pndai buadd en , haha , ak akn dance all over the night ! , haha . x gnea cple2 niwp , buang msea ! , better single n have fun ! , tapaya pike psl adea owg akn jelez law ak hang nun boy , hoho . haha , party everydayy !!!!!!  

i want 2 move on wif my life ,

in past 2 weeks , my life turned up side down , problem is chasing me around , no matter where i go , problem is gonna be there n wait 4 me , idk why , but i feel sad n i feel sick , its like everybody is searching 4 my mistakes , but i manage 2 fake a smile 4 my bestie n my bff , i dont want them 2 worry bout me , trust me , i try 2 hide all my problems from everybody , i thought that everything is gonna be juz fine , but i was wrong , everything getting worst than ever ! , everybody hates me , ppl said that i'm a fuckin-suck girl ever , someone said that i'm playgirl , , n etc , n thx 4 that !! , i'm hppy !! , i juz want 2 forget all of it n get 2 move on wif my life , but they wont let me 2 do it , the want 2 hurt n burn me piece-2-piece , they want me 2 suffer , i might looks okea , fine , n hppy , but the truth is i'm depressed , totally lost my way , i lost my spirit , i lost myself , i lost everything !! n i want 2 thanked 2 those who make me feel like this , i hope u enjoy it , because , this girl who u col qiss , roxy , or wht ever , is losing her faith , i know from the day we first meet , u hate me like hell , u just pretend 2 be one of my fwen , u make me believe u n

4 u my bff !

umm , tape laa babe , ak snggop korban en kbhgiaan ak untk koe , ktea en bff ? hoho . jgn riso laa yeaa , ak ikhlas lpas en dyea demi koe , ak arap koe bhgie laa , koe knea fight 4 cinta dyeaa , dyea mngkin msih trkjot coz ak buad dyea mcm uh , so , dyea mngkin x akn lpea en ak , tpy koe jgn riso ! dyea akn lpea en ak jgax , pas2 koe msokk laa line , yeaa , koe jgea laa dyea baekk2 yeaa , dyea bdx baek , koe jgn maen en dyea laxx , nnty ak spax koe ! haha , koe jgn pike psl ak , ak da byasea idopp sowg2 , so no biggie laa , lgypown ak bnyk mmbea laa , so , ak x akn sunyi pnyeaa laa , koe jgn riso laa yeaa ! .koe mcm bwu shari knl ak laxx en ? ak okea laa ! jgn egadd psl ak yeaa ! fokus on target koe ! hehe , ak akn sntiase adea d sisi koe ! koe rilekk jelaa ! :) ilysm kwn !!!!!!!!

who cares !

ckp laa apea yg koe nk ckp ! tdoh laa apea yg koe nk tdoh ! , ak mmg skea ! ak tawu ak sala , tpy koe tawu kea knpe ak buad mcm uh ? law koe tawu , koe pduli keaa , huh ! law x tawu papea , koe snyp laa !
koe tapaya nk tdoh ak mcm2 !! , jgn jdy glea laa ! apea mslh koe ! , prlu keaa , koe skit en aty ak ? huh !
ckop laa , ak pewnat laa mcm niwp ! pnat sngadd ! bnyk bndea lgy , ak nk pike , satu-satu prob timbol ! ,
koe pown nk tmbh derita ak ! huh ! ak engadd koe nk support ak , wupe nyea , koe lgy nk jtoh en smngt ak ! thx so much laaa ! koe mmg mmbea trbaekk laa wehh ! mmg ebadd laa koe ! ak skea dpt mmbea mcm koe ! , psl pix ak pown nk kcohh ! bya laa ! ske aty ak laa nk buad apea ! idopp ak , koe tapaya nk komen2 !! koe kesa apea ? da laa wehh ! pnat laa dgn koe ! law koe still nk jdy mmbea k , ak trust ak , law ak tipu pown , msty brsbb , bkn ak sjeaa2 jeaa tipu !

my reason 4 doing that , (dedicate 2 all my ex bf)

well , firstly , qiss nk mnx maap 2 all my ex boyfriend , qiss da x tawu mcm mnea nk ckp lgy , law ckp pown , kowg blom tntu nk pham , secondly , qiss nk bgth yg qiss syg kowg but its over , n qiss x pewna trfikir nk smbunk blik hbungan ktea , qiss x pewna trniat nk luka en aty spea2 , so , bgy spea2 yg trasea aty nun qiss , qiss mnx maap sngadd2 .. qiss x sngje pown , qiss da pk msk2 ttg ktea n prmintaan kowg yg nk  smbung blik hbungan ktea , qiss ptos en yg qiss x nk sambunk blik , bkn qiss x sudi , but qiss cmea x nk luka en aty kowg , lgy pown qiss rsea sronok idopp single , qiss rsea qiss x  , qiss arap kowg trime niwp dgn aty yg trbuka , qiss da mlaz nk explain bnyk kaly art kowg , qiss cmea nk mnx kowg move on nun idop kowg jeaa , qiss x nk kowg engadd art qiss lgy , lpe en sgle bndea yg pewna blaku antra ktea , anggp laa sumea uh x pewna blaku , n law bule qiss x nk dnga lgy kowg gado sbb qiss , tlonk laa , qiss rsea ptot bgth kowg hal yg sbena , qiss sbena nyea x ikhlas nun kowg , qiss cmea kecian art kowg jeaa , tulaa qiss x dea feel sngadd art kowg , qiss mnx maap sngadd2 , qiss x tawu apea yg qiss pike msea uh , qiss rsea bodo sngadd sbb buad mcm uh , qiss ikhlas art muhaimin n firdaus jeaa , bgy spea2 yg x disbut , qiss mnx maap sngadd , qiss btoll2 x sngje , msea uh qiss x tawu nk wat apea , law qiss tolakk cinta kowg , kowg gntle x nk mmbea nun qiss da ,tulaa qiss trpkse bohong , qiss mnx maap sngadd , qiss really x sngje , qiss x hrap pown kowg maaf en qiss , coz qiss yg sala , qiss nk ucap en trime kaseh krana , syg , cinta n jgea qiss , halal en sgle bndea yg kowg bgy , btw , qiss still simpan teddy2 bear , rntai n adiah2 yg kowg pewna bgy , law kowg nk qiss pulang en blik , txt  me aww , qiss arap lpas kpowg bcea ,niwp , kowg pham laa yeaa ? qiss law bule , x nk da engadd2 psl niwp , ktea mmbea jelaa , qiss jnjy , qiss akn sntiase jdy mmbea kowg , n qiss akn slalu adea untk kowg , qiss nk ktea hppy2 mcm dlue , x nk mcm skunk , asyik2 qiss knea lri en dri dari kowg , mcm bodo jeaa , . qiss tawu mcm bodo jeaa tlis art sinie , but qiss da x tawu mcm mnea nk explain lgy , hope kowg pham laa yea , qiss doa en smoga kowg dpt gurl yg lgy ebadd dri qiss niwp , hehe , tpy , kowg jgn lpea en qiss plax , hoho , qiss always akn jdy roxy qiss kowg , jgn riso 2 ..

love ,
xoxo ,

program da abiz ! ouw tdak !!

sumpaa pnat , kaki qiss da nk ptah niwp , haha , niwp sumea gara2 program gimnastik .
tpy , mmg bez larh ! qiss brpeluang blaja gimrama , yeaa , qiss learn a lot , the coach was fantastic !
cara pengajaran mreka mmg bez ! all had fun .. qiss bule lentur en bdn qiss dgn lewbih baek , hoho ..
mmg bez larr gimrama , but i always focus on artistic gymnastics . so gimrama skadar suke2 jeaa ..
but coach ckp , qiss bule pegy jaoh dlm gimrama , so , skunk niwp qiss tnga pike nk join gimrama kea x .. but qiss rsea qiss nk msok due2 .. hope msn bgy larr .. slame 3 ary qiss art sinie , qiss bnyk blaja n improve dlm flexibility n laen2 ,, qiss lewbih faham bout both of artistic gymnastics n rythmic gymnastics . qiss learn 2 love my body n trust my body . qiss skunk lewbih confident dgn keupayaan dri qiss , walaupown sakit2 , but its worth it , coach slalu ckp ''pain is good'' , ''dont easily give up'' thx coach ! u will see me again !! hehe . :)

 sijil yg brharga ! i'm workin hard 4 it

qiss hargai sgle tmjuk aja coach ! hoho

gymnastics artistic program !!

yayy ! akhir nyea , dpt jgax ak buad sumthin 4 cuti niwp . msn swoh ak jdy coach gimnas ssbj .. susa jgax , umm , nk buad mcm mnea da trpkse , well , ak arap ak bule jln en tugas ak dgn baek larr .. ak msih mnunggu kwn ak yg brada di china balik ,, hope dowg gonna b fine , sedey jgax , coz x dpt g sukn asia , nk buad mcm mnea en , x adea rezeki , nxt time jelaa ..


love,
xoxo

MY SHUPERB BROTHER !

niwp part yg pling ak skea nk ctea , its about my bro . hoho .. ak syg dowg bgai nk rak .. diowg yg trebad , diowg ar tmpt ak mngadu law ak sedey . diowg always buad ak eppy , ary2 ak shot nun dowg .. mmg x dinafi en kiatowg smea mcm siblings laen , i mean , slalu gadoh , but kitaowg laen sket , kitaowg rpat , jrg nk gadoo bsr , kitaowg slalu buad kjea glea brsma2 .. ak x adea akk , ak adea abg2 ak jeaa .. hoho .. abg ak yg first is nik fairus rozi , dyea pndiam , tegas , allmaklum , abg first . dyea x bnyk ckp , but law dyea ckp mmgg mnyakit en aty ,, ak syg dyeaa coz dyea yg pling brtnggungjwb , n dyea yg jgea mak ak since ayh ak meninggal .. abg ak yg kedua nik fairus ruddin , dyea baek , klaka n pemurah , dyea slalu bli en ak coklat , dyea designer , law ak nk pegy party or prom , dyea yg design bju ak . ,, kdg2 dyeaa annoy jgax , haha , abg yg ketiga , muhamad hazzim , dyea yg pling skea cri psl nun ak , dyea skea bwk ak jln2 , law dyea shopping , dyea x pewna lpea nk bli en ak papea , dyea slalu adea msea ak sedey , n kitaowg slalu maen perang2 smea2 .. hehe , abg yg keempat , ahmad suffian azman , dyea gile ! , tpy dyea pndai , law ak adea prob psl study , ak always cri dyea ,. law dyea nk date nun awek dyea , dyea msty ajk ak , dyea ckp x manis brdua duaan . haha ,, well , dyea alim skit , hee , abg ak yg last , muhamad soffian azman , dyea yg pling rpat nun ak , dyea slalu tmn ak law ak nk g mnea2 , dyea always buad ak snyum n dyea r mcm blax ak . ak syg dyea .. tulaa abg2 ak , kitaowg mmg rpat gler2 , even ak x adea akk , ak brsyukor coz dpt abg2 ak niwp .. law ak sakit , mreka2 ini larr , yg jgea ak , when i feel down or unhppy , diowg always akn mnyibok n try buad ak glax , hoho .. sstgh ppl ckp , diowg tringin nk abg yg sehadd abg ak , jgn larr mcm uh , brsyukor larr apea yg kowg adea .. hee .. ak brdoa agar , abg2 ak niwp akn diberkati allah ,  brjya dlm idop ,n spye mndpt isteri yg solehah .. hee ..

love,
xoxo

ak confused !

well , smlm ak hang nun abg2 ak tgk skn asia .. then , kitaowg g mkn2 .. .. hoho .. pas2 ak dpt call dri owg yg x d sngka en . dyea ckp 'plish come bck , imissu , i x nk kehilangn u' ak sedey blea dnga dyea ckp cam uh , pas2 ak ltax .. fikiran ak brsrabot .. ak tension ! . npea dyea harus buad mcm uh , ak da x thn .. ak mngaku , ak syg dyea .. but skunk da kurang .. ak x brani nk cinta en owg lgy , ak tkowd .. ak x nk ulang kesilapan yg ak pewna buad dlue .. then dyea txt '' i know , that u hate me , i know that i hurt u so badly , idk wth i'm thinkin' that time , i really dont mean it , when i ask u 2 leave me , i'm totally sad.. then , u said 'once u said tht u leavin' me , there's no way 2 come back 2 me ' i feel depressed ! i wish that i can take that word bck , but its 2 late , u left me .. qiss , i'm begging u 4 chance 2 make things right , n continue our relationship juz like b4 . plissh ! '' . ak reply '' hurm , yea , ihy n yea u hurt me like hell .! i dont care wht u thinkin' that time .. i'm hurt n i'm shuperb broken , yea . if u dont mean it , why u said that ? huh ? why u depressed ? i'm givin' u what u wnt .. yea , its 2 late .. its not me who left u , u're the one who left me . no ! idts , u hurt me !! until now , i cant forget all the things that u do 2 me .. we're not goin 2 have a relationship like b4 , ITS OVER ! . i tell u b4 that i'm not easily broken , but when i'm broken its hard 2 find a cure 4 it .. now , leave me alone ! u dont deserve , u deserve a better girl , i wish u a good life'' . brakhir nyea episod duka .. haha .. esk nyea (22/11) ,dyea txt n call ak bnyk2 .. ak off phone .. ak arap , everything is gonna be juz fine ..


love ,
xoxo

imisshimsomuch!!

hurm , well sumea suda tawu , ak suda clash dgn si dyea ..
sedey larr jgax , i mean sedey glea ! hoho ,, but x kesa ,
dyea buad uh 4 kebaekan kami brsma .. i'm glad 4 that ..
but , i'm still love him .. dyea yunk trebad .. sblom niwp ,
mnea adea laky yg pewna buad ak cair , cmea dyea sowg jeaa .
but , mnyesal larr coz cple , law x , mngkin skunk kitaowg tnga hppy txtin' n bkn cam skunk , msing2 x sombunk .. but , ak mish dyea sngad .. so , buad msea skunk , law bule , ak x nk cple , taubat ! . better ak mmbea jeaa .. hoho .. gtg . i will write later ,,

love,
xoxo