Sunday 24 April 2011

i dha x kesa !

you buad lha apee yg you suka , sumpa , i x akn kesah lgy , you tapaya risau tentang i lgy , i tahuu , you bukan ikhlas pum , x sngka i pewna suka dekat org yg kejam mcm you ken ? x pe lha ken , mmg dha nsib , terima jelha , well , i hope you puas , coz you dapat hancur ken hati i , i ingt you lain dri yg lain , rupanya you sama jea , but lagi teruk , suka amek kesempatan , i tahu i niw lemah plus x suka cri psl , tpy i x pewna sngla yg you akn buad i mcm tuhh , thanks sngad lha ken , bila teringat sume jnji bodoh you too , serious sakit hati ,  x akn sakit ken aty i konon , but skunk niw ape ? huh ? i mmg bodoh coz percaya dekat you , i x suka nk benci-2 org but you telah buad i nk benci you , tpy i x smpai hati , hai , sememang nyee , i niw lemah , well , i hope you happy n i also hope you dapat perempuan yg hot and kaya-2 yg boleh you permain ken , you mmg nk duit sangat ken ? itu yg penting sngad ken ? i nk you tahuu , duit bukan segala-galanya , duit mmg boleh beli apee-2 jee , but duit x boleh beli kasih sayang , you punya maaf tuhh , mmg dha lame i terima pum , cuma , kita tak boleh jdi kwn , coz , i meluat tengok muka you tuhh , i mintak maap lha sesangat coz i kasar , tpi nie jee care , ckp baik-2 pum bukan you dnga ken ? mmg you suka tengok i kasar2 mcm niw ? , x pelha you , i halal ken sgle bndea yg i pewna bgy you including my money , even you x tahuu mcm mne susa nye i nk dpt ken duit tuhh , tpy x kesa lha ken , i ttp halal ken , i hope you sedar aoe yg you buad tuhh salah , n still boleh trima you sbg kwn i law you mngaku salah , but if you still ego , i've 3 words for you = G.T.H (gootoohell) !! . 
with love ,
QistinaMohammad <3

Sunday 10 April 2011

i nak you ! :(

rinduu dy , si budak comel tuh , hihi , bodoh nye Qiss niw gy mnx break , kasihan budak comel , tpy , nk buad mcm mna ken ? dha termnx , Qiss rinduu you , xoxo . sedey lha relationship kte berakhir mcm niw , dlue Qiss jnjy mcm2 ken dekat you ? , maaflha yea , Qiss x mmpu nk tunai ken jnjy tuh sume , rytoe you tnye Qiss ken , Qiss syg you kea x , yea , Qiss truly syg you but Qiss have to let you go , because Qiss don't want to hurt you , law ade jodoh , Qiss akn dtg balik dekat you , tpy law Qiss x dtg balik , mmg Qiss bodoh lha ken ? Qiss nk you tahuu yg you mmg great and nice , Qiss hope you dapat girl yg lebih baik dari diri Qiss niw , jgn risau Qiss akn always jdy Roxy Qiss you , you x akn pewna kehilangan Qiss , Qiss always berada dekat sini , you take care tau ? jgn suka buat muka comel you tuh , nnti girl lain nk you , nnty Qiss sedey ohh , eh , btw , Qiss jnjy dgn you Qiss will be single , and law Qiss nk couple pum , Qiss nk you , because , you're the reason i breathe , cehh ! ayt skema , well , anniversary kita dha nk dekat ken ? ayoyo , don't be sad lha syg , still boleh sambut what ? dha ! jgn buad muka tuhh , hihi , i suka tgk you senyum , so , terus ken senyum , hihi , kenapa you ckp you will lost my hug ? sapa ckp ? eh , you still bole peluk Qiss , Qiss pum rinduu nk peluk you , you make me safe lha syg , :D . nothing gonna change okay ? teehee , take care okay ? love you so much aite , <3 ,

Saturday 9 April 2011

Tengku Fatasya Nadzurah Tengku Raja Azmi :D .

my little sys , knl since dye lahir kowt ? muahaha , dye adik kpd my bff , Tengku Camelia Damia and Tengku Marissa Amelia , haha , bukan main nama mereka yea ? , hihi , dye muda setahun dari Qiss , dye and Qiss mmg rapat dari dlue lgy , lgy pum Qiss bkn ade adik pum ken ? so , Qiss anggp dye as my lil sys , dye comel sngad , mmg lha nk upload pix dye , but handphone Qiss pergy jln2 lha , haha . hee , dye niw seorg budak kecik yg comell sngat , dye suka gelak , n really2 peramah , certain people akn anggp dye sombunk because muka dye mcm sombunk , tpy , sumpah x , hihi . mula2 knl dye , Qiss agk malu jgk lha because , dye niw kaya-raya , bkn mcm Qiss , Qiss ingt dye niw sombunk thap tnggi , last2 dye yg sibuk ddok dgn Qiss and buad lawak , sjak hri tuhh lha Qiss anggp dye as my lil sys , kakak2 dye camelia and amelia dha msok private school , so , kesian my lil sys niw ddok sorg2 dgn abg dye , Tengku Affin Daniel , (my ex) , haha , weird ohh , hihi , adik Qiss totally lain dari yg lain , tuhh yg buad dye unik di mata Qiss , sape jdy bf adik Qiss niw mmg bertuah lha ken , haha , skrang dye sekolah dekat , sekolah sukan bukit jalil , and also atlet dekat msn , she also gymnast , geng Qiss lha , hihi , ,mse Qiss start amek klas gimnastik msa dlue , dye ponn ikod , samee jugk lha dgn kakak2 dye , tpy kitaorg x sama kelas , Qiss sama dgn kakak dye , dye msok kelas yg ikod umur dye , msee Qiss cheer dgn chups , dye ponn sibuk , tpy x kesa lha , she's my lil sys , spnjg idop Qiss and carier Qiss , adik Qiss niw lha yg bnyk sokong Qiss , n now its my turn to return the favour , soon , adik Qiss niw will become gimnas pelapis , so , Qiss akn training dgn dye , n Qiss arap dye akn dpt jdy yg terbaik , really2 hope that , to my lil sys , kaka barbie adik niw syg adik hello kitty sngad2 , jgn nk nakal2 , hihi , nk pakwe ? bgy kaka barbie interview bdk2 laky tuhh dulu , haha , iloveyou syg <3

Friday 8 April 2011

ENCIK MOHAMMAD ,

sad sad and sad , rinduu ayah sangat , :( . mlm tdy ttbe roxy mimpi ayh , sedeyh ohh , bngun2 jee mngis , mama dha lah x dea , abg sume adee kelas , law ayh adee dkat sini msty roxy x sunyi mcm niw ken ? tdy msee roxy kemas buku-2 lame , roxy trjumpe gmbar kita mse dekat sarawak tuhh , ttbe roxy x bole kawal prsaan n tros nngis , roxy rinduu ayh sngat ! roxy hrap ayt sehad2 jee dekat sanee , smlm roxy jumpe aunty nora , dye ckp muka roxy ade iras-2 ayh , then ttbe dye mngis , roxy x tahuu nk buad apee mse tuhh , yg roxy ingat msee tuhh , is be strong for everyone , tuh yg ayh aja roxy ken ? , roxy mnx maap coz roxy try berubah untk mnjadi org lain , roxy ingt roxy trpksa buad sume tuh , rupe nyee x , roxy mnyesal coz try buang perangai roxy , baru roxy sedar yang ayh , mama , abg and kwn2 roxy syg roxy sbb roxy ialah roxy , n roxy x perlu jdy org lain untk disygi , roxy mnx maap ayh , roxy really x sngje , betul ape yg ayh ckp , 'be true to be love , be fake to be hate ' bru skrang roxy pham , haii , mrepek jee qiss niw , mcm lha ayh bole bace niw sume ken ? , tpy qiss arap dye tahuu lha , qiss syg ayh sngat , more than anything in this world , seriously , qiss x malu jdy innocent because tuhh adalah diri qiss sbena nyee , n ayh qiss ponn mcm tuhh , qiss dha mnyesal coz bruba , so , now , qiss akn jdy ape yg spatut nyee qiss jdy , :) , thx ayh , :D , roxy loves you like always , <3

Tuesday 5 April 2011

ulangtahun persahabatan qiss n dang ou , :D

wahh ! x sngka dha genap 14 tahun kita kwn ken ? haiyoo' , dang ou niw kwn qiss sejak dari kecik lgy , mama qiss ckp , qiss n dang ou niw mmbea msea 1 tahun or 2 tahun , ntah lha , mana ingt ? mama ckp lgy , kitaorg slalu minat bndea yg same , hee , well qiss pnggl dang ou niw bobo , sbb , adalah ! haha . bobo niw mmg kwn yg baik , dye suke buad qiss ketawa , n law qiss susa msty dyee adee , prangai dyee mmg agk annoying , dye lurus bendul but totally kacak ! wahh ! dye mmg types qiss lha , kitaorg pewna couple skali , tuhh pum , kejap , mmg bnyk bndea kitaorg dha harungi bersama ,dye mmg baik sngad , x sngka qiss actually ade kwn yg sejati mcm dyee , hee , qiss paling suke law buat music dgn dyee , best , dyee totally talented , qiss main piano pon sbb dyee , hee , dye ckp dye nk msok islam , tpy x tahuu lha , law dye msok islam , qiss gentle nk kawen dgn dyee , qiss niw gila jgak ken , haha , ciri2 lelaki idaman qiss sumee adee dkat dyee , qiss suka cara dyee , innocent gle , dye sopan , x mcm laky lain , dye sweet sngad , x kira kwn or gf , mata dye cntik , x perlu pkai contact lens ponn , dye totally x fake , mcm mne dyee di rumh mcm tuhh lha dyee kat luar , ohh , dyea x smoke , shisha ponn x pewna , haih , kalo tulis psl dyee 3 hri 3 mlm pon x abis , haha , sbena nyee , qiss tulid niw coz nk reply pew yg bobo tulis dkat blog dyee , haha , bobo , rox love you like much2 !! <3 , love ya forever ! , x adee bndea yg dpt pisah ken kita taw , iloveyoumore than i love my husband , hee

taking back my love :(

suck ! suck ! and sucksuck !! , that's all i can say bout love , mule2 mmg best law couple da lme2 , hurm , hampeh ! , lgy2 law org tuhh x pham qiss , penatt ohh asyik knee game jee , penat nk saba , kdg qiss wonder jugak where my true love is , ntah lha , hihi , mama and abg ckp qiss x ptot couple , coz qiss mudah dilukai , dorg x nk tgk qiss sedey , (konon nyee) , tpy ntah lha , qiss ttp degil x nk dnga ckp mama , tgk skunk , qiss sakit haty trsngat ! haiyoo' , mnyesal coz sng jtoh cinta , nk buad mcm mnee , qiss yg sng cair , so knee deal with it lha ken ? , law bole skunk niw , qiss nk fokus on carier and study (konon nyee) . mcm gay lha pulok ! bhaha , susa nyee nk lupa ken dyee , :( , dha try buad mcm2 , tpy still x jln , penat jugk nk nngis ken , haiyoo' knape lha qiss niw lemah sngad ? dha lha lemah , lembut lgy , ntah lha , boys x abis2 akn sakit kenn aty qiss , x tahuu lha npee , pdahal qiss stie gler dkat mreka2 , but still jdy mcm niw , susa btol , pas 1 , 1 jdy , jnjy bkn main 'x akn tnggl ken you lha' bodo lha ayt tuhh ! sumpa saked haty law ingt jnjy mreka2 niw , :( , law bule rewind msee , qiss x nk trime msee sumee my ex mnx couple , btol jugak ckp abg , 'cinta x akn bawa kita kemana' . rugi x dnga ckp dyee , teehee , law bole nk jee kawen dgn abg qiss  sndri , tpy x bole ken , sumbang mahram nnty , haha , ckp psl kawen , abg qiss lima2 dha besar , nnty msty dorg kawen , bla dorg kawen , spee nk jge qiss ? hee , sedey nyee , :( , tgk ! dha melalut , well , skunk niw qiss decide , i'm taking back all my love , n return balik the love that he give me , because , kitaorg already break , so , dha x adee reason , nk simpan prasaan2 bodo tuhh ! haiyak ! pas niw , qiss akn lebih berhati2 law nk cple , sumpah x nk saked haty lgy , serik !!! , 2 my beloved ex , back-of from me oke ? jokejoke , kita kwn jelha yee ? syg korg mcm qiss syg roxy qiss , korg pham kn ?? teehee , to my xoxo : even kte dha clash you're still gonna be my gemok , hehe , :D ,

love ,
QistinaMohammadLee

Friday 1 April 2011

haiyoo'

sekarang nie msee yg agk tegang dlm hidup qiss , mcm2 blaku , mmg sedey sngad , adee kwn mcm x dea jee , haiyoo' , saba jelha , tpy x kesa lha ken , spe peduli kalau qiss saked aty ken ? , besides , sakit hati dan disakati dha sebati dgn idop qiss ken , so , no biggie lha , sume org cri sala qiss ken ? go ahead lha , qiss x kesa ponn , dha biase , kutok2 lha lgy , qiss ponn mmg suke nk dnga ken , qiss x tahu if qiss adea kwn sejati kea x , coz no one cares bout me ken , bff qiss ponn sumee dha ddok jaoh , haih , dha x adea tempat mngadu , even bobo adee , tpy apee dyea pham ? dyea laky ken , susa nk happy skunk , mcm2 konflik timbul , dha bosan lha mcm niw , penat nk cover kesedihan , penat nk jgea aty org jee , bkn nk jdy selfish lha , tpy aty qiss spee nk jgea ken ? , mmg qiss jenis yg x suke mara2 and cari psl lgy2 gado , lgy lha mlas , but x sngka ken adee org amek kesempatan ? btol ckp fatehah , rugi x dnga ckp dyee , ken dha mnyesal , haih , makin hari makin rumit hidup qiss jdi nye , kdg2 qiss x pham dengan certain ppl yg msee dyee susa cri qiss n mse dyee sng , knl qiss ponn x , haha , bia jelha , abg qiss ckp , its time for qiss to be more mature , tpy , qiss rsee qiss x sedia lgy , qiss still adee bnyk lgy to learn and explore , qiss bnci ohh msea2 rumit mcm niw , tpy menurut pendapat EN.NIK FAIRUS ROZI MOHAMMAD , pda umo2 beginilha bnyk bndea akn brlaku pda kita , tpy , sumee tuhh bgoz jgak coz kita akn learn from our own mistake , learn to apologize , accept and move forward , pndai jugak abg qiss ceramah ken , haha , tpy skrang x tahu lha , qiss dha mule rsee yg qiss x adee kwn , kwn msee sng tuhh rmai lha , kwn msee susa , hampeh , x pelha , mulai sekarang qiss knee belajar hidup sndri dan jgn harap ken org lain , i think its the best , well , mama qiss ckp , adee msee kite bole main2 and adea msea ktea kne profesional , mule2 qiss sndri ponn x pham apee mksod dyee , tpy skunk , rseanyea qiss dha tahu kowt , thx mama , haih , makin lame makin sakit hati dgn mereka tuhh , x tahu lha smpai bile qiss bole saba ken , qiss tnga try x nk meltdown , tpy , at the top of the point , qiss x akn dpt saba lgy , msty qiss meltdown gle , hope x mcm tuhh lha , qiss selesa selesai ken masalah qiss sndri , tpy kdg2 qiss rsee qiss ptot mnx org dewasa pnyee opinion , msty dorg bole tlonk qiss ken , hope this difficult time akn berakhir dgn cpt , ~QistinaMohammad

Saturday 26 March 2011

everything change , :(

everything change , :( , i lost everything , everything is not the same as it should be , i'm tired of crying all day , i can't even do anything , i lost my world , i'm pretty tired of everything , i'm so tired of being intan nurul qistina , she always gonna makes other ppl laugh and smile , she always gonna be happy for everybody , n she so tired to being great , i guess this is what they call meltdown , and its suck ! , i'm just want to be alone right now , i want to cry , cry , cry , cry and cry . yeah , i'm a weak girl , i'm easy to cry , go ahead , judge me , coz i don;' really caree ,

Thursday 24 March 2011

why ? :(

sad sad and sad , that's all the word that i know now , i'm losing everything , my life , my carier n whtever , i'm totally depressed , :( . haiyoo , idk what to do right now , everyday i feel like i want to cry , no one know how i feel , i might smile n laugh , but that's all fake , i just don't want ppl around me know that i'm totally sad , n i just don't want them to worry bout me , everyday , i had to face a lot of problem , i just can't get rid of it , i'm tired of it , totally fed-up , ! . i wish that everything is okay , but its not , i can't smile anymore , i don't really want to go to school , i don't have any mood to sit another minute in school , but i can't , because i'm gonna miss my bestie n my fwen , so now , i'm only gonna be profesional in my work and responsibility , lately , i feel that i don't really want to talk to everybody , idk why  , i prefer to be alone right now , this is so-not-me , don't get me wrong , i've got wonderful friends , n i love them , but now , i just need to be left alone , i'm totally sick , i don't know when i will recover , i don't think i will recover because i'm so hurts , my heart totally hurt , me myself don't know how to make my heart feel better , ppl can't help me , because i'm also can't help it , in my mind there's a lot of question n i can't find the answer either one of the question , i can't even play piano , because when i played it , i'm going to cry , n i hate to cry , .  i hope tomorrow gonna be better than today , .

Monday 21 March 2011

haiyoo , =='

wah , pmr semakin nk dkat , but qiss x sedar2 lgy , try nk sedar , but diri niw ha , x nk sedaar2 lgy , bhaha ,  qiss rase it's time to grow up , be more mature , pilih kwn yg leklok , buang yg keruh ambil yg jerneh , bulan mac niw , bln yg agk mncabar , mnguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental , dlm bln niw jee , dha brmcm2 mslh yg timbul , but its good , mase2 mcm niw lha , kte boleh tgk sapee kwn betol n sapee kwn fake , qiss rsee qiss dha nmpk , but malas nk mentioned , qiss sndri ponn bukn baik sngad , hee , kdg2 pelik ohh , kita kwn rmai org , but masee kita susa , kwn2 kita yg rmai niw adee x ? , n yg kita niw ponn , ble kwn2 kita susa , kita adee x untk mereka ? , kdg2 qiss malu dgn kwn2 qiss , coz qiss rsee qiss x ckop baik nk jdy kwn dorg , mcm x lyk jee , qiss bkn try nk jdy perfect , but qiss rsee qiss x lyk , ==' , adoyy , kusut kepale niw , law pike psl kwn2 , qiss rsee , now qiss should choose kwn yg oke2 , bkn nk pilih kwn sngad lha , kwnn dgn sumee org , but only rpat dgn org yg betol2 ikhlas nk kwn dgn qiss , x nk fake friend , who is bila susa , baru nk cari , hee , :)

Sunday 13 March 2011

tengku affin's sleepover . !! (12 mac 2011)

. msee si tengku affin niw invite , qiss tolak2 lha jugak , bb my back-bone still sakit , disebab ken dang ou dgn momo buad muka bangang mereka msing2 , qiss ponn on je lha , ingt ken dang ou , tengku affin , momo n me jee yg sleepover ,  rupe rupe nyee , adee rmai mmbe2 tengku yg lain , adess ! segan kowt ?! law tahuu , awl2 dha call my <3 (muhaimin of coz) ajk sleepover skaly , but its already late , redha jela , haha . qiss tgk sumee mamat2 niw (membe tengku) muka mcm sombunk2 jee , well , budak loaded lha kata ken , and then pas kitaorg dha brkumpul rmai2 , tengku ajk pergy maju junction , x tahuu lha asl , tgk2 tengku gy beli snek plus makanan , semangat jee pegy jaoh2 , padahal nk beli makanan , then qiss tnye lha tengku 'why kita kne pergi smpai ke sinie , semata-mata nk beli makanan? carefour ken ade?' tengku jwb 'i always beli brg dapur dekat sini , sume fresh' , qiss ponn trdiam , baru qiss ingt yg tengku affin niw kaya raya , haha , dorg habis lebih kurang RM350 beli makanan for sleepover kitaorg , then mmbe2 tengku ajak lepak starbucks coz still awl nk balik rumah tengku , msee tuhh dlm pkul 6 lebih , qiss follow jela , then , tengku mintak diri nk pergy letak barang kitaorg beli tadi dlm kereta , qiss offer nk ikut skaly , then tengku cakap x payah , stay sini , qiss patuh jela ckp ank raja niw , haha , then qiss gy lha dekat meja budak2 kaya tuhh (mmbe tengku of coz)  , qiss ddok lha mcm patung , momo dengan dang ou sibuk pergi sogo , beli baju bagai , rugi x ikod , ken dha jady patung , haha , ttbe mmbe tengku tego 'hye qiss , i'm luqman , how ur doing?' qiss dha tercengang , qiss ponn hulur lha tangan nk salam then qiss ckp lha 'hye luqman , i'm qiss , i'm great' , then yg lain , ariel , haikal , darwish , iman n ashraf say hi jugak , and then kita org mmbebel , tengku affin lama sngad , qiss dha bosan , qiss ajk dorg jln2 , dorg nice lha , tak sombunk ponn , then tengku call and suruh kitaorg gerak g car lot , nk balik rumah dyee then , kitaorg ponn gerak , i naik kereta darwish , he's cute ! , brdebar kowt ? qiss ckp dlm aty , ' ingt muhaimin , ingt muhaimin' haha , dyee really2 nice , dye siap gy mcd beli makanan for qiss , syok gilak ! then gerak damansara , rumah tengku , then gy mndy pool , wee ! syok gilak !! , then kitaorg main games , capture2 pic , onl smee2 , and then kitaorg gy ruang tamu , baring2 atas sleeping bag kitaorg , then yg lain tetido , qiss x bule tydo , then nmpk tengku ddok dekt taman rumah dia , qiss ponn join lha dyee , bnyk bintang , baru qiss ingat yg qiss , truly rinduu tengku affin niw , (oh btw , tengku affin is my ex ) , then , qiss ajk dyee masuk tido , oops ! bukan tydo yg mcm tuhh oke ? , haha , then yg lain trbngun , kami sumee tgk movie smpai kol 4 pg mcm tuhh , sumpah best ! , qiss dha mula syg mereka sumee , dorg lha the best ! , mmbe yg pling sporting , hope kami kwn smpai bila , ohh ! sowry  x bule upload picture lha , gmbar bahaya , XDD ,

Sunday 6 March 2011

AimanAimanAiman !!

imissyouu ! :( , i nmpk u dkat maya smlm , u shisha dgn kwn2 u , i hnye mmpu memndg jee , sumpaa ! i reallyreally miss you ! sowry coz i da lmee x reply text or col u , i totally bz , hope u pham , lgy ponn u kn da adee awek , i malas nk kcau , nnty meradang pulak awek u nnty ?! haha . ohh btw , ttg soalan u tuhh , the answer is , i do love you , but i love him more , i do want to be ur roxy , but i'm his roxy , so , i'm so-so sowry , but i can be ur qiss , ktee kwn mcm dlue , mao ? i rinduu nk hang dgn u stiap hari , klaka kn ? , now , u always boleh dtg rumh i , buat homework same2 , n play games same2 . i dah x kesa psl org lain dah , i do kesa psl u , if u rinduu i , just dial my number , or come straight to my house , i will be there , oke ? , thx coz still simpan kameja yg i bgy u tuhh , i hppy sngad coz u x buang kameja tuhh , mahal tahuk ? haha , jokejoke , i promise nnty ble i free i g hang dgn u , oke ? , rinduu nk spend time together , eh , what about this saturday ? , ktee g sunway pyramid , only two of us ? ktee date lha ! lupa kn cple2 ktee ? haha , law i g parti , i col u , oke ? i always loves you baby boy , wahh ! teringat msee ktee cple , baby girl laa bgai ! ahahaha ,

with love ,
ur cherry pie .

QistinaMohammad ,

Saturday 5 March 2011

i need space , :(

hurm , sedih nyee lhaa ! , x tahuu nk ctee dekat spee , i reallyreally upset , x sngka boo buad mcm tuhh , n smpai aty boo buad mcm tuhh ken ? thx a lot boo !? :( , pewnat i syg you , lastlast jdi mcm niwh , =,=' .
dissapointed of you ! . i wish that i x nmpk you msee you dengan pompuan tuhh , but i dah nmpk nk buad mcm mnee kn ? how could you do that to me ? huh ? i hope you happy , coz u did hurt me , ! i know that i told you that i  trust you , but to see you wif other girl like to 'mesra' is killing me ! believe it or not , in that time i'm truly wants to punch your face ! dont say ' i'm sowry' if you dont really mean it , n how can you break my heart n still tell me that you love me ? how ?! i know that i should give you another shot to make everything oke , but for now , just give me some space . i reallyreally need it , i need time to find my strength back , to find my mistakes n to cari perasaan cinta untuk you . but i nk you tahuu , i truly loves you , i juz need space right now , so just leave me for while , i love you ,

kiss (t) hug ,
qiss , xoxo .

Wednesday 23 February 2011

i'm so sowry boo , :(

boo , i'm so sowry ! , lately i'm so-so bdmood , x psl2 u yg knee kn ? , XD , thx coz sabar dengan perangai i , haha , u hebad lah ! , mcm mnee u bule tahan dengan i eh ? , dah mcm2 i buad , but u still syg i . hee , thx 4 that , i nk u tahuu , i syg u sngat2 , even , i jarang tunjuk yg i care bout u , i x suke tunjuk if i syg someone , harap maklum , haha , klaka lah ! , hee , i malas nk txt u , tulah i tulis dlm blog , so , x dea lah malu sngad , ==' , (pelik je kn?) , ohh , now i decide that we should be open about relationship too everyone ,. hee . well dekat sekolah , ktee buad mcm biasa , haha , alah ! buad-kenal-x-kenal tuhh , haha , sumee org pelik ohh dengan ktee , prangai x mcm couple , XD , but thats makes ktee special , kn ? u punn suka kan ? sbb i punn suka , <3 . haha , ohh btw , where's my chocolate ? i got ur snickers , exchange jum ? hehe , rinduu u ohh ! , even 1 sekolah tpy ktee jrg ckp kn ? tulah , spee sroh segan2 bgai , tgk kn dah rinduu ? , sowry taw if i buad u sakit aty , mmg i rapat dengan laky , but u're the unly one for me , tahuu ? . trust me taww ! , i'm big girl , i can take care of myself , nnty bile i nk kuar g mnee2 , i bgth u , x nk jdy mcm arytoo lgy , taubat ! , n i jnji , x akn tngkap pix maot dengan laky lain , u tuhh pown samee , ! jgn nk curank bgai ! tahu lah u tuhh stock-hot dlm market , n pliss jgn nk buad muka comell u tuhh dekat pompuan lain , jelez tahuu ? , buad dekat i takpe , hee , dahh2 !! jgn nk bngga sngat ! nk kwn2 dengan pompuan , go on , tpy jgn lebey2 , nnty dah lebey2 , i x ckp bnyk , i tros tulis dekat status i 'its over' , so , u better watch out , law u curank , mmg lah i x akn tahuu , but remember , i've got a lot n a lot of friends watchin u , scary huh ? yeah , i know , ohh anyways ! i trust u ! , n jgn nk pndai2 test i , tahuu ? , i find out jee , u mmg nahas ! XDD , tuu jee kowt ? hee , well , i x akn contact u dlm jangka masa yg panjang , need to focus on my study , cehh , ayt skem ! haha , i unly akn contact u if adee bndee urgent , n i akn makes suree yg i x akn lupaa our anniversary , its on april,18 right ? whoaa ! its gonna be a year in a second , iloveyou muchmuch genduud ! mmuahh mmuahh !!

with kiss and hugs ,
xoxo , ur shorty ,

Monday 21 February 2011

Nobody Perfect (so do i)

nobody in this world is not perfect , so do i . everybody makes mistake , so do i , so , whats the big deal if i make mistake ? , why ppl pay antention when i make mistake ? , mcm lah dorg x pewna buad salah , pas2 yg x bule blah , dorg siap judge lgy , pike dorg bgoz sngad lah !? hebad lah ? , adess , i try to keep it together n try buad dunno ble org ckp . but , really , smpai ble ? , smpai mty ? , jgn brharap sngat lah ! , yeah , i make my boyfiee hurt , so ? , apee yg dorg bule buad dgn hakikat tuhh ? dorg x lyk nk msok cmpo my relationship matters with my boyfiee . dorg x dea hak pown nk ckp qiss niwh jahad or playgirl , so , shut up ! , even , dorg my boyfiee pnyee sys , but , what do i really care ? dorg x dea pertalian darah pown dnga qiss kn ? , buad apa nk hormat org yg kurang ajar kn ? ==' , semak jee , hee , my boyfiee dah maap kn qiss pown , yg dorg still nk msok cmpo tuhh asl ? , ish , sumpaa , geram ! huh ! whatever !

Saturday 19 February 2011

be good man ! :)) (tengku affin)

dear tengku affin ,
imissyou lahh ! , haha , sowry coz x dpt terus kn hbungan ktee , i'm taken , its too late , i wish that ktee x gado msee tuhh n i x mnx clash , but nk buat mcm mne kn ? dah nseb kn ? trime jelah , tulah spee sroh bgy org jelez ? kn i dah mngamok ? haha , ohh , btw , i'm great with him , n i hope u goin to find a better gf than i am , ktee still kwn kn ? , i hope u simpan lgy album ktee , :) . i buat sndri tuhh , penat taw ! haha , i hope u happy , u still bule coll n txt i , i x kesa , my bf pown x care , haha . ohh , soalan u tuhh , i x jwb lgy kn ? , well , i still love you n will love you , because u're my ex , haha , but i'm afraid i cant be like the old me , hope u understand , ily ! :))

Friday 11 February 2011

he's mine !! .

ak x tahu lahh npee , but my boo pnyee ex , mcm x puas aty jee nun ak , adess ! , mmg bgoz sngadd lahh , haha , maybe mreka jelez kowt ? tpy ntahh aa , but they have 2 know , that dorg pnyee ex tuhh is my boo , so , diorg should back-of kn ? hehe , tpy x tahu lahh npe kn , rmai org mcm x puas aty ak cple dgn boo , n boo cple dgn ak , dorg ckp ak x lyak untk boo , n boo x lyak untk ak , ckp lahh apee sjee yg mreka nk , ak akn always brsma dgn min , n min pown akn sntiasa dgn ak , haha , dyee ckp kn , dyee tkot ilang ak , haha , listen boo ! i'm always gonna be ur baby roxy 4 the rest of our life , ok ? . n i'm also want u to be my hubby forever , hee , :)) , imissyou lahh ! :(( . hehe . hope kekal lahh , x nk cerai2 lgy , spnjg clash , i'm in pain , haha , hee . iloveyousomuchhubby !! , <3

Thursday 3 February 2011

MuhaiminMohammad , :))

he come back ! , thank god ! . hppy glea kowt ? , ~wee , syg gilak dkt dyee niewh ! , smlm hang dgn dyea , bez glea kowt ? , haha , rsea mcm mimpi jee ! , law bule , qiss x nk gado lgy dgn min , hoho , x nk dahh ! , he is the best thing that i ever had (korang pown smee lahh) , hope kitaowg x akn clash lgy , n kkl jee , (pergh , serius glea!) haha , iloveyouboo , hee , hrap pas niwh , x dea org akn kcau hbungan kitaorg lgy , x nk kehilangn dyee dahh , qiss x nk rsea lgy pain kehilangn dyee , he own my heart , korg bule ckp apee yg korang nk ckp , but i love this guy like muchmuch !! , ohh btw , bdk AE uhh , kami kwn jee , dyee dah adee awek kowt ? , haha . hope dyee hppy lahh , n kkl nun awek bru dyee uhh , :)) . saya syg awk AE , !! . haha , birthday tahun niwp gonna be bad n good , well yg bez nyee , smbut dgn bestie2 bru n my boo <3 , yg x bez nyee , periksa ! , fuck-off lahh ! , haha , saba jela , my boo dahh jnjy nk bgy hdiah , x kesa lahh dyee nk bgy apee pown , i'm gonna appreciate it , hee ..

Friday 28 January 2011

mr.AE n mr.MM , :((

well , ak syg due2 mamat niwh , but of coz mr.MM is my boo . n mr.AE is my friend , i guess ? , since qiss gadoh dgn my boo ,qiss rpat laa dgn mr.AE niwh , of coz dyea pham qiss , its not like i love mr.AE niwh , mmbee jee , = =' . one day qiss trdngr prbualan antra bff kpd my boo n mmbe dyee , qiss pown dnga , dyee ckp '' mi* uhh still syg ex dyee ohh , unly qiss jee x tawu , '' pergh ! , rsea mcm nk explode jee ! then qiss jln sblh mreka n ckp , '' qiss appreciate if kowg bgth qiss , but kowg x bgth , thx yeaa !'' dowg mke da pucatt , umm , whtever ! , then qiss pown nngis bgai nk glee , qiss rsee mcm nk buno jee my boo , ! . tpy i choose nk take it easy , i thought i can handle it , but i cant ! , blik jee skowl , tross col mr.AE , n ctea dri A to Z psl me n my boo , then dyea sroh qiss saba , then qiss try laa brthn , esk nyee , blee qiss jmpee my boo niwh , qiss rsea mrah glee ! , qiss jeling dyee n lngsg x pndg dyee , x tawu laa dyea pnyee reaction mcm mnee , blee jmpee dyea jee , qiss try lari , idk y , qiss juz rsea trkilan , ptg uhh , adee lthan  olahraga , ingat nk release tension laa , last2 , my boo plak adee art ctoe , ttbe rsee piss off ! , qiss da mncarut dlm hati , haha . skit pown qiss x try nk curi2 pndg dyee , qiss lari laa 1 pdg skola , ingt bole release tension laa , tpy x bule . then , adee akk olahraga ajk g luar pdg jup , ttbe my boo kuar dri skowl , n tross g art sowg chia niwh , yg si chia niwh g pgg tgn my boo dpn qiss , mnyirap sehh ! , then my bestie g pnggl my boo , my boo dtg art tmpt i stand wif my sis n my fwen uhh , dyee lngsg x try nk explain apee yg brlaku tdy , qiss dgn penohh rsea 'hppy' msok pdg n lari wif my sis , spnjg lari 1 pdg uhh , qiss nnges , coz da x thn sngadd , my sis da plik , qiss cteaa ar art dyeaa , rsee oke kjup , . smpai jee umh , g on enn hp , ttbe dpt txt dri my boo ' how could u lie to me , u said AE guy uhh , disturb u n u hate it , now he is ur bf , nice job ! cant u juz tell me the truth , n blablabla .. so , dyee da sala pham laa niwh , qiss tross col mr.AE , then bgth dyee , pea yg blaku , then dyee ckp , dyea suka qiss laa bgai , qiss ltak hp , n txt si mr.AE , '' i anggp u mcm kwn jee , tlonk pham '' then dyea tlis art blog dyea , konon nyee , qiss gune enn dyee laa bgai , bpak mnyirapp , ttbe rsea brslh trhadap my boo mnyelubungi qiss , sedey glea , rinduu dyee ohh . sumpaa !! ,

p/s : yea , this is my explanation bout wht hppen , to my boo , i mnx maap , iloveyouu ! :( , mr.AE i'm sowry , ktee kwn jela , hope everything gonna be juz fine .